Drift away

You pinch my pitiful heart,
Makes me feel brittle and torn apart.
I can not let go how
This feeling's grown.

The closer I get the fear grows fonder.
Everything fades away,
Vaporized without a trace.
How could this be?
How could this be?

It's in the silence I hear the echo.
It's in the dark I tremble.
I hate hesitation.

I am afraid to speak,
Breaking the spell and ruining it.
I want so much to believe.
I want to.
I want to.

I drift away.
Slowly.

It's a leap of faith
I have to take.
I have to.
I have to.
I don't want to.
I don't.